Unknown Territory and Self-Sabotage

There is a deal I’m offering at the end of this post. It would mean the world to me to get to know more of you and share in your genuine experiences. To be able to comfort you by explaining what is going on through the transits to your different charts. It’s always written in the stars.

I am here tonight because I have to get this all out. This year has been tough, and yet beautiful in so many ways. I am intentionally trying to learn how to surf through the moments, and let them be what they are. If I’m triggered I know that, so I work through it with time. I don’t try to rush it away.

On the rare occasion I cannot shake it I will ask for reassurance. It’s given in a healthy, productive way, and not as a constant pleading in order for me to be okay. I am letting myself be truly and deeply loved, and for the first time in my life truly and deeply opening myself to others.

I want to do all I can to savor this for as long as I can. I’m surrounded by amazing family. There is so much love in my life. I have the best friend a woman could ever ask for. I am building such a rich, beautiful life.

The truth is we will always have deep seated fears that we are not good enough. And if we stop sabotaging our relationships and dreams in one area, we’ll do it another. The universe is not letting me out of laying a good…