The New Normal

Uncertainty is the new normal. We just had a New Moon in Scorpio that says our intention should be to turn our rage and pain into something sacred. The New Moon’s trine over to Saturn in Pisces speaks to being committed to our own evolution and transformation.

For me, this is the house of home, family, and foundations. This area of my life is where my Uranus sits, and squares my Mercury, Sun, and Mars. I’ve been in my Uranus opposition for a long time now. And wow has it brought sudden shocks and disruptions to my life.

From 2018 to now my physical home and family has changed more than once. The structures which I built upon have crumbled and been rebuilt several times. I can’t be certain the one I am about to build will last. What I am certain of is I have to trust the unknown and my own soul.

If it isn’t meant to last forever it is meant for me right now. And that’s the lesson. Real safety and security cannot be promised. We love to hear the words, but none of us can control the rug from being pulled out from under us as any given moment.

So many people I love are going through the hardest time of their lives. Things seem to change at such a rapid pace. Things we once trusted are now completely unreliable. There are familiar things, people, and places that we are all being asked to leave behind.

My entire idea of what home, family, and foundations means has changed. There are so many more possibilities I’m open to. I trust that my soul knows better than my ego, but sometimes an ego can be a good thing. Confidence is fucking sexy, and I love feeling sexy.

It’s time to try new things. Do something different. You won’t know how something feels, what it appears like, what any outcome would be, if you do not take the risk. Trust fall into the next level of your evolution.

Let others stay asleep. Your job is not to force people to open their eyes to your way of seeing things. Your job is to trust your way of seeing things if that is what brings you peace. The Universe meets us where we are at. The belief system doesn’t matter as much as the believing does.

We are vibrational beings. Whether we are emitting pure intentions as Christian, Muslim, Atheist, or just on a Spiritual Journey those vibrations, that authentic desire, that energy, goes out into the ethers, and it is returned. Release spiritual amnesia.

There is magic everywhere if your intention is to find it. Even during difficult times, especially during difficult times, we need to seek out the magic in life. Infinite potential exists. The world is ours to co-create.

Your job is to just follow your own soul, and trust that anything you have to force isn’t meant for you. To trust that the people you’re meant to serve, who are meant to serve you, will arrive right on time.

You are a manifesting master, and you may not even know it. Whether you’re putting the vibration of shadow or light out into the atmosphere, it’s a powerful magnet for what will return to you. Believe there is always enough and there will always be enough.

We have to remain open and let go of control. Learn to navigate the present moment with self-awareness, and the next moment takes care of itself. The Universe is only reflecting back to you what you believe about it. If you’re falling into insecurity know that is not intuition.

If you cave to your insecurity you will see illusions that your fears are real, and if you approach love from that insecure space, you will lose it. Fear is love’s opposition, and that will be reflected back to you in painful ways. You are enough. You’ve always been enough.

It’s time to stop pretending that happiness and peace are somewhere out there. That you have to keep dipping your toe into every body of water in order to seek it out, and quench the thirst you have for more of it. You are pure joy in your authentic expression.

Stop chasing and start aligning. Wake up everyday, no matter what you face, and choose a perspective that will help you get through the massive shifts you’re undergoing. You can feel those shifts and have for a while.

I follow this account on TikTok who calls himself Master Johnson. He says that every time you hear the word manifestation you should think acceptance. You have to accept it and hold space for it before it’s here. This helps you not sabotage it once it comes.

The foundation is you. It is your ability to build tolerance to uncomfortable emotions. Because the truth is, even when life is good, when you feel like you’re getting all that you asked for, it’s hard to hold space for that. We are as scared of having everything we want, as we are of having nothing.

Instead of saying you’re manifesting money say “I accept the money coming into me.” If it’s about romance and love you say, “I accept the love, bliss, and romance that has come in for me.” Remind yourself always that you’re going to be okay no matter what.

You may manifest an entire vision. I know that I did. And in the middle of this vision playing out you realize that this isn’t what you meant at all. So you accept that and start over. Only you’re not really starting over. You’ve definitely grown and evolved during the process.

Until you change the way you look at things the things you’re looking at won’t change. We don’t question our worthiness. If we do we understand that we can still make choices aligned with worthiness, no matter how we feel. Because when we do that the feeling follows the action.

The whole world for so long has been in this toxic version of sacred masculine energy. Where force, brute strength, and demands were used to gain love, respect, and admiration. Only when you gain those things in those ways they aren’t authentic. People only offer them because they are terrified of what will happen to them if they do not.

We are being asked to tap into our receptive side. Into the softness that doesn’t require us to be ruthless. Step into your body. Every one of us has the potential to make choices that completely alter our path forever. And that authentic, energetic alignment is everything.

Make time to sit in the silence, releasing all distractions. Make the space sacred, and be responsible for your peace and cultivating patience. Your inner sanctuary can only feel like a sanctuary if you’re holding space for it. If you stop feeling the need to resist.

This is about the journey to the center of your being. It is in stillness, the small sacred moments of aloneness and oneness, that what is false becomes clear. That the next move unveils itself before us. It’s only discovered after we sift through and face the fears.

This is the sense of becoming that you feel. You’ve spoken your intentions. You’re merging your soul with Source. When you flow and stop resisting the resistence will stop coming in as often. It’s in the letting go, the deep surrender to a higher purpose, that we finally arrive.

Our oldest son, who is 27, got his first job. He lives with me and has special needs. We are so excited for him. So many of the changes in my life have been good and beautiful. But make no mistake, every new thing I am accepting now came from a previous new thing’s end.

Transformation is life. No one can really promise you forever. And the more time you waste begging them to validate what they cannot, the less time you spend enjoying today. You’re giving up today, this moment, what is right here right now, for a promise that can’t be made with integrity.

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