Pick a Pile: What are you meant to let go of right now?
Introduction:
Change in the external can only happen when you’ve changed internally; at a cellular level. That’s just science. You have neurons in your brain that you can rewire and reprogram, but you have to make that a priority for you. No one can do that work for you.
Start sitting with yourself every single day, even if you start with five minutes. Learn how to feel your feelings without reacting to them. Let them come, let them go. Your true power always lives in your reaction and response to triggers and stimuli.
Every time you let someone take you out of character they are the puppet masters making you dance. When we are angry it can feel so powerful to put someone else in their place, but that isn’t power. That is weakness. A lack of knowledge, a lack of self-respect and self-worth.
If you want to change your life let go of stooping to other people’s level, and make choices that level you up. You have one life that we can prove. Please stop wasting it catering to everyone else, who is also wasting their life and their potential. Potential isn’t enough moving forward.
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Pile One:
Your number is 8. This reminds you that you are letting go of anything that doesn’t allow you to be the main character of your own life. You’re no longer simply playing a supporting role for everyone else. It’s time to let go of projecting your power into the hands of other people.
Let go of hustle and hurry. There is grief in letting go, and you need to allow for a season of that. Some of you may have been going through a season of grief, and the grief itself is what you are releasing. It’s time to release the attachment you have to drama and saving the day.
Learn to let it all play out how it will. This is the time to let yourself be cracked open wide. To fully understand that everything is happening for you, not to you; like the unfolding of a rose. Let go of anything that doesn’t feel aligned with your rite of passage. With the crossing of a new threshold.
There is a pattern for the collective who chose this pile. You do not fully allow yourself to experience and express joy. It’s time to release the fear behind your dreams coming true. To let go of the anxiety, the worry, and the fear of the unknown. To trust fall into it. To be excited for what is next.
It is in letting go of the fear and doing it anyway that victory is found. That you will see forward movement toward your goals and vision. If you keep clinging to the idea that you’re everyone’s peace you will never have your own. Stop tying yourself down. There is movement and travel waiting for you to experience it. Release the weight and trust the process.
Some of you may fear being completely reliant on yourself, but I want you to release that, too. Because it’s showing me clearly that not only will you have the resources you need to create safety and stability for yourself, but also for others around you.
There are two main lessons here. The first is to release fear altogether. It ties into the second, which is to release anyone or anything in the way of you achieving your dreams. If you’re holding onto what you know is dead it is preventing you from being filled with life.
Justice awaits you. Self-realization and spiritual evolution could be profound in the letting go. Trust your higher self. Not the wounded inner child who has never really kept you safe. Convince the inner child that your higher self is safe and you can trust that version of you.
There is real happiness waiting for you. In fact, great happiness is on the other side of the letting go. This may have to do with letting go of an older man in your life in some way. But it’s in this letting go that you find a successful outcome with so many of your current problems.
Let yourself step into new experiences and revel in the joy there. Let go of the fear you have in betting on yourself. In taking calculated risks. ❤
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Pile Two:
Your number is 5. Letting go of anything that restricts your inner freedom. Your ability to express yourself authentically. You are a fun-loving and expressive creature inside. It’s time to stop hiding who you are. To let go of the weight of what others will think.
It’s time to act as if. Many of you who chose this pile have already done a lot of inner work. You can see the external around you changing and shifting. You’re here on what feels like a double mission to uplift and channel for humanity. So let go of the doubts that have told you otherwise.
Whatever doesn’t make you feel powerful, whoever you keep giving your power to, has to go now. Because while you are here to uplift and channel a message for those around you, it’s not up to you to force the message to be heard. Those meant to hear it will. You have to trust that with all you are.
Release the need for others to recognize your talent and power. Recognize yourself in all the spaces you deserve recognition. Some of you are striving for a promotion somewhere in life. And so you’re masking who you really are when the only way to get the promotion is to be who you really are.
Your authenticity is such fertile ground for creating the life you want. To achieving the success you deserve. Let go of instant gratification. Understand most of the work is internal. So the quicker you go within the quicker you will see results. Some of you need to let go of the idea that you have to always be busy, working, building. Let yourself rest.
Otherwise, you will miss out on important opportunities for success. There is definitely some sort of success you’re after here. For some of you this in the area of romance and celebration. You may have to recognize that the person you’re currently with is not romantic and you don’t feel celebrated. It’s time to let go of constantly lowering your standards.
There is a situation in your life which has required careful handling for a while now. In fact, you’ve been too careful. You have to deal with your wounded inner child and give them structure and acceptance. This could potentially come through a connection with a younger woman.
It may require letting go of an idea of home and family that once lit you up. But has now smothered you in darkness. Suffocated you beneath its weight. There is a younger version of you that saw things from a different perspective than this version of you sees things. That’s okay. Let it go.
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Pile Three:
Your number is 2. This encourages you to manifest with your emotions. To release the idea that hustling hard is the way to get where you want to be. And one way you do that is by embracing duality. It’s perfectly acceptable and normal to feel grief and excitement at the same time.
Let go of the idea that you have to constantly be in a state of bliss. Learn to sit in a bit of discomfort and soothe yourself through it. It’s so good for the soul. You’ve been training for something for a very long time. It feels like lifetimes, and now you may be required to release it.
Whatever you’ve been building is now crumbling for the illusion it always was. For a time it’s what you needed in order to learn and grow, but now you need new experiences to reach new levels and new lessons. For you, that is a lesson in flow. In finding delegation and boundaries.
For many of you this is really about trusting the Universe on its promise to deliver what you’ve been collecting in your vortex. You’re disillusioned with your current life and situation, but haven’t fully let it go. It’s going to grow heavier and heavier. This eclipse season leaves you no choice. Check back in six months and let me know how different your life is.
Release the fear of change. It’s the only constant in life. If you’re not changing you’re dying faster. The moment you surrender there is unexpected luck and opportunity flowing into you. Let a graceful ending that came from a previous new beginning bring you another new beginning. You are the authority of your own life.
The sooner you recognize the power you have to change your life you will. Let go of investing in the dreams of others, and make your own come true. Spend time in meditation and visualization. You’re such a powerful co-creator, and the Universe awaits your presence.
This pile wants wealth to accumulate. It may be a lack of resources that keeps you stuck in the current situation, investing way too much. Pay attention to the work you’re doing internally and vibrationally. Do not let small romantic gestures and love bombing take you out of alignment.
Be romantic with yourself. Take yourself on a picnic. Sit in a restaurant and enjoy a delish meal while people watching. Go on long drives. Buy yourself flowers and learn to fall in love with yourself and who you’re becoming. Take pleasure with close friends. Platonic connections are often far more lasting than romantic ones anyway.
For some of you a long-time friend may express romantic interest. In this case do not jump head first if you feel the same. Go within and really trust what you find there, even if it’s not the answer you want at the time. Let go of needing everyone’s approval and you will slowly, but surely get ahead.
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Pile Four:
Your number is four. It’s time to take responsibility for where you are in life. For understanding your choices are what have created the current situation you find yourself in. It’s about letting go of outdated loyalties that no longer serve your best interest moving forward.
Time to claim your independence. You are being forced to release any relationship in your life that doesn’t align with your self-respect and self-worth. The crumbling is coming. Whatever you’re clinging to for dear life is about to stripped away from you because it’s not healthy and whole.
Time to let go of outdated beliefs and ideas about relationships. To view home and family differently. Some of you are in situations where you’re begging for reciprocation that never comes. You beg, they may indulge a moment to pacify, and then they wound you again. It’s cycle breaking time.
You are refusing to let go so hard. This is the pile I feel the most resistance from. So the Universe is going to step in through these eclipses. Things are being eclipsed from your life one way or the other. You can let go or be dragged, but change is inevitable here.
For many of you this is asking you to let go of a long-term marriage or committed partnership. I think a lot of what has been holding you back is concern for the other person’s well-being, but have they ever truly been concerned with yours? Or are they responsible for your well-being being stripped from you over and over?
New, creative ideas are coming to you. It’s time for that fresh start. If you’re in a situation where it’s not easy to leave please seek out resources to help you. Yes, there are obstacles to overcome, but once you overcome them you’re going to feel so liberated and powerful!
Some of you will get a new job or career that is going to give you the freedom you need to let go here. In fact, most of you are already waiting on the news that the job is yours. You’re manifesting it hard. But the Universe isn’t withholding to be mean or punish you.
It’s waiting for you to have the courage to release the life you live now, in order to usher in the life you actually want to live. It’s so short. Do you really want to waste it making excuses for others who make you responsible for their own shit all day every day?
And if the children are a reason you stay let me explain something to you. It’s better for children to see their parents apart and happy, than to have them in the same household miserable and fighting.
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Pile Five:
Your number is 33, a master number. You are a teacher. Here to introduce others to a different, more creative way of being. It breaks down to the number six, which is all about being gentle and loving. So you have to release whatever doesn’t make you gentle and loving.
This doesn’t mean that you just love everyone unconditionally and allow them to hurt you over and over. It means you still set boundaries. You just do it without taking the other person personal, and you do it with kindness and gentleness. There is no need to be cruel.
This pile wants to feel free. You’ve already let go of so much that used to weigh you down. This pile feels the closest to achieving the life they want. People don’t belong to you. It feels like most who chose this pile understand that people in their life are on loan. That they come in to help, assist, and teach us something, and then we learn to live without them.
You are so supported spiritually right now. Let go of any doubt that the work you’ve done has been in vain. I don’t care what the external world looks like or is telling you. You are supported in doing what you came here to do, so go on and do it. This pile has confidence.
It’s not that you always feel worthy, but you’ve spent time convincing yourself you are, so the knowing is there. You’ve learned to embrace patience and the waiting. Letting the opportunities flow in and being enchanted by them all. There is one coming that is going to change and shift everything for you. It feels quite big.
You’re releasing an old perspective. Tons of good fortune is on its way to you. You just have to keep living your truth over and over like a habit that you refuse to quit. Some of you may need to release ulterior motives with the power and truth that is coming for you.
You may need to let go of a career or the idea that everyone has to approve of what you do. There is someone leaving your life and the wish you had that it would last forever is not going to be granted. But if you chose this pile I think you know that already, and have made peace with it.
Something important may come through a connection with a man who has darker complexion or dark hair. Perhaps this is the person leaving your life. Let them go. Because as soon as you cut off what isn’t for you what is has room to come on in.
This is the pile I can feel the change so close. I mean it’s right here. Let go of the how. Trust the when. Be ready and know you’re worthy.
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