Pick A Card: Saturn in Aries and Sovereignty Under Threat
Introduction:
Close your eyes. Breathe into your belly.
Place your right palm on your belly and your left on your heart.
Exhale and answer this question…
Whose voice is still deciding what you’re allowed to want?
And then whisper, “I am safe to embody my truth.”
Tonight, May 24, 2025, at 11:36 pm EST Saturn moves into his fall in Aries.
Chronos, the keeper of karma. The divine discipline in our lives is moving into the sign of the warrior. The sign of sovereignty worth fighting for.
The only way you’re going to ever be sovereign enough to stand in your truth, even under threat, is to learn to regulate your nervous system. Saturn teaches through contraction and form. Aries initiates through instinct and impulse.
So we have a polarity: restriction meets drive.
Now it becomes a test of our will. Are your current actions aligned with your soul’s authentic truth? Or, are you driven by impulse and urgency, not willing to understand the slow burn building that some things require?
Maybe the lesson here is some things are worth the wait. Because if you attract it all to you, and your body doesn’t feel safe in it, you’ll just sabotage and lose it all anyway. Saturn in Aries is asking you to be devoted to your destiny, and not ways to escape it.
If you were overly passive now is the time to be a bit courageous. If you have felt reactive, now is the time to reign it in. We are being given a sacred initiation into what it means to embody our own will and desire.
Saturn is said to be in fall here because discipline is seen as something that takes time, but it doesn’t take time. It takes alignment. It takes the courage to sit in your false identities and deconstruct them. Your entire framework was inherited. Fragments from parents, siblings, family, friend, teachers, lovers, and even strangers as we go about the world.
How many people have martyred themselves for inherited beliefs?
Saturn in Aries is not saying you can’t have what you want now. It’s telling you that if you want it you have to have the discipline to sit in discomfort and grow. You’re like a tree. The more deeply rooted you are in authenticity the more aligned your life will become.
And you not only root into yourself, but blossom beautiful connections. You branch out further than you ever dreamed possible. From the people in your life to the things you do for fun, money, and purpose. Alignment isn’t vibing high. It’s holding your duality. It’s in understanding your fragments, and letting them coexist without control.
Think of Saturn like the boundary between two things. He is not a roadblock. He shows you where you need to structure or restructure something enough to become a container for what you’re asking for.
What is the point in being granted the life of your dreams, if your body caves at the first feeling that peace is a threat?
Your body doesn’t long for applause, or care to chase success, and even peace can feel like a threat if your body has always braced for survival. If you’re still structuring your life from survival mode you cannot contain anything other than that struggle.
You are not here to just survive.
You are here to embody your holy fire.
What you’re missing, is that alignment was never something out there. It does not wait at the end of a perfect path. It does not bloom only when you’ve become someone else.
If you are always becoming, always waiting, how will you ever arrive?
Alignment is not a destination. It is a breath. A holy yes to the mess of now.
It is the moment you dare to sit with all your scattered fragments, and begin to make meaning from the pieces. Showing up as you are, enough.
Not to fix. But to feel. Not to perfect. But to belong to yourself again.
Alignment lives in your wholeness, not in chasing light alone. The sacred is not sanitized. It is womb-deep. It is blood-warm.
The holy dark is not your enemy. She is the womb where all light is born. Where stars remember how to shine. Where chaos becomes the canvas for your creativity to swirl, soften, and solve.
Do not fear the void. It is not emptiness.
It is alchemy…waiting for your yes.
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Pile One: Building the inner structure to Belong Deeply
Answer the call, longing for home, candle magic, happy family, yin, page of earth, four of swords, messenger of water, strength, two of fire, ten of wands, page of swords, four of coins, 8 of swords, empress, four of wands, wheel of fortune, and the emperor.
This pile is:
- Frozen in longing — not because you’re broken, but because your system equates stillness with danger. You move too fast, or not at all. You burn or you numb.
- Powerfully magical — and still outsourcing that power.
- Loved deeply — and still afraid to believe it’s real unless it looks a certain way.
You’re not waiting on them. You’re waiting on you.
There is something you’ve been called to do. But, you keep caving to the longing that urgency and impulse create. This pile is being called home. But instead of answering the call with trust and surrender, you are frozen in a state of longing.
Saturn in Aries is bringing the magical fire and lighting it up deeply within you. For a lot of you this is about home and family. There has been a calling for you to find your people. Or maybe you have found them, but now is the time to take action toward believing you’re able to hold that truth.
This pile has powerful manifesting ability, but is still outsourcing that to something external. Or waiting on physical evidence to believe. That’s not how the system works. And if you want closeness, fun, deep, caring connections, you’re going to have to shift your framework.
Right now it’s being suggested that you start sitting in your desires. Let yourself fully flesh out how it would feel to have everything you want in this moment. Get lost in receiving it energetically first. Build the inner container and the outer structure will magically align.
What if this doesn’t have to be so hard?
There is also something with the number 22 or 4 with this pile. The number 8 when you see it is a reminder to have strength. This belonging you’re seeking is not new. There have already been seeds planted.
And this in between space doesn’t lack deep love. You can feel it even in the silence. That’s where you find the strength to keep choosing yourself, choosing to remind yourself you’re worthy of belonging, of feeling safe, and loved, and chosen. Even in your shadow. Especially there.
Saturn in Pisces was about building the inner devotion to commit to the dream. And now Saturn in Aries is saying take that devotion, and give it some fire. Now that you know who you want to be deeply committed to it’s time to commit to yourself, so that you can hold that promise.
You have felt deeply seen and loved. I can see it in the cards. There is someone or a group of people, family, friends, who you feel completely safe with. But you’ve not allowed yourself to fully express this.
Their love makes you feel free, but you’re learning that freedom comes with responsibility. It’s a good time to study the part of you that seeks to control, the part that reacts from anxiety, rather than responding from a place or knowing who you are, in spite of the fear.
Fated changes are here for you, but you have to believe it. The work isn’t moral. You don’t have to be a perfect person. You just have to believe that you’re deserving of what you want, in spite of your imperfections.
It’s not about being perfect. It’s about being willing to evolve toward coherence with intention.
Saturn’s message to you is:
You already committed to the dream.
Now commit to being the version of you who can sustain it. This isn’t about earning love anymore. This is about allowing it to land, and then building the inner systems to hold it when it does.
The number codes (22, 4, 8) speak to:
- Foundational belonging
- Stability through intentional choices
- Strength that comes from surrender, not force
Where are you still outsourcing safety, when your soul already said yes?
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Pile Two: Stop Pretending you don’t see the Path Clearly
Pile Two is giving “I already know. I just don’t want to trust how easy it could be.” This is the pile of radical allowance. The pile of those who’ve already cracked open the vault of divine timing and still stand at the door like, “Can I really walk through this?”
The initiation, imrama, goddess feminine, woman holding a coin, high priestess, 7 of water, 7 of fire, messenger of earth, and 8 of fire. I’m going to pull some clarifiers, but the message here is already incredibly clear. And that message is you are clearer than you’re pretending to be.
Empress, wheel of fortune, knight of wands, 8 of swords, nine of swords, nine of wands, devil, justice, emperor, death, two of swords, king of coins, and ace of coins. So let’s dive in…
You have been called into a journey of receiving. In fact, it feels like a rite of passage for you. That everything would just come easy. And there have already been fated shifts around this for you. This is not something you’re indifferent or unclear on. You’ve actively seen it in your life.
You’re someone deeply tapped into the feminine, regardless of gender. It just means you’re open, creative, and ready to receive wealth. You want to be the one it comes easy for, and then show others how easy it can be.
But, you get in your own way. Instead of sitting with anxiety to validate it and understand what it’s teaching you, you question whether or not living this life of ease is moral. You’re concerned with whether or not a life of ease and receiving is just and fair.
But we don’t live in a just system. Wealth won’t change who you are. Who will reveal who you are. And friend, you know who you are. It’s as if you unlocked the secrets of the Universe, and released control. You understand that true transformation is in releasing and cohesion.
That our power lies not in the burden of conforming, but in our ability to create something stable and lasting. And the difference between whether your next phase comes in fast or slow is on you. Because you keep trying to build the perfect blocks, when the next step is to realize the foundation is already built. Now just let the rest come in.
The numbers 42 or 6 could be a sign of alignment for you.
This isn’t confusion. This is hesitation disguised as humility. You’ve been initiated. You’ve already said yes to the path. And Saturn in Aries isn’t testing whether you’re ready — it’s asking:
“Why are you still pretending you’re not?”
You’ve seen the evidence. You’ve felt the wealth frequency. You’ve had sacred glimpses of how easy it could be, how fluid receiving already is when you stop making it a performance.
But here’s the loop:
- You equate ease with indulgence
- You equate power with pressure
- You equate slowness with safety
And none of those are true.
And that moral tangle? That guilt that creeps in when things get good? It’s not integrity. It’s inherited distortion. And it’s time to release that story.
You’ve internalized this idea that to be worthy of beauty, rest, wealth — you must first prove yourself through suffering. But Saturn in Aries says: “No more performance penance.”
You’re standing at the edge of a life where what you want already wants you.
The only thing left to do? Stop blocking it with doubt disguised as discernment. This is not an invitation to hustle. It’s a reminder that you built the foundation already. You are the container.
Now open the doors and let the life come in.
The flood isn’t punishment.
It’s arrival.
Numbers + Symbols
- 42 or 6: Alignment in love, harmony, inner union
- Two sevens (7 of Water, 7 of Fire): Internal conflict between dream and embodiment
- Empress & Emperor together: You have reached energetic union. All that’s left is integration.
Saturn in Aries is saying:
You don’t need another sign. You are the sign. This isn’t about readiness. It’s about willingness. Stop pretending you’re unclear. You are the clear one. Ease doesn’t mean you’re cheating the system. It means you’ve stopped making your life a test.
Inhale: I am not behind.
Exhale: I allow what wants me to arrive.
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Pile Three: Stop Overthinking and Dance with Desire in the In Between
Birthing a new age, you’re already doing it, alchemist, Lilith intensification, attachment and anxiety in reverse, nine of fire, five of water, four of fire, page of fire, queen of cups. Hanged man, ten of coins, 8 of coins, 5 of cups, two of coins, queen of coins, world, three of coins, page of swords, four of wands, ace of coins, king of swords, Sun and Judgement.
You’re not behind. You’re not early. You are in the in-between, and the in-between is not a pause, it’s a portal. This pile carries cosmic contractions. Legacy-level movement. And a reminder that sacred things come slowly until they arrive all at once.
You are mid-birth if you chose this pile. The life you want is right here. You’re overthinking it. Just keep tapping into the desire, the certainty that bends the will of the Universe. Because that’s all that’s left.
You don’t need clarity. You need to stop questioning the clarity you already have. You’ve deeply surrendered to the process.
And for you the motivation is family and legacy. There is something you’re creating to outlive your essence once it’s gone from this earth. The quickness with which you’re able to alchemize is testament to the intense inner work you’ve done.
The numbers 5, 6, 9, and 18 may be a sign that the old is ended, and it’s okay to birth the new. To stay curious and don’t go back to performance trying to belong. There may still be moments of uncertainty, but that’s not a block to the manifestation.
It’s a Saturn in Aries invitation to process old structures collapsing, so the new can be built. You always belong in every moment. Allow yourself to play with sparks of desire like you never have. Dance and get sensual. Don’t let your logical mind steal the joy, abundance, and happiness that is divine birthright. This liminal space is sacred.
Your nervous system remembers what it feels like to get close and lose it. So it kicks up fear right before the moment of full expansion. You’ve balanced and juggled for so long, and now grief rises because… you’re letting go of the old performance pattern that once kept you safe.
This isn’t regression. It’s residue.
You are already standing in the new. Stop measuring it against what you haven’t let fall away yet. You are reframing discipline as something intimate and self-honoring. You’re showing that form can serve desire, not suppress it.
Saturn in Aries Message:
Let your structure reflect your sensuality. Let your discipline honor your joy. Let your fire move through play — not performance. This space you’re in is not ‘waiting’. It is creation in motion.
Number Codes:
5: Change, grief, letting go
6: Alignment, harmony, receiving
9: Completion, mastery, emotional graduation
18: The Moon — subconscious clarity, spiritual rebirth
You are not here to perform worthiness. You are here to embody want. The fire has already started. The portal is already open.
The only thing left to do now?
Breathe. Move. Receive.
Act like it.
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Pile Four: Let Envy Lead You Home to Yourself
Trust your path, starseed, homecoming, imagination, door to spirit, envy, emperor, wheel of fortune, four of earth, ten of fire, chariot, magician. Sun, wheel of fortune again, page of swords, three of coins, ace of swords, nine of cups, 8 of wands, world, king of cups, 7 of coins, fool, temperance, and the six of swords.
This pile is soaked in Saturn’s clarity. The kind that doesn’t punish, but pierces. It’s for the ones who’ve been watching others rise and secretly wondering, “Why not me?” And the answer is so lovingly honest:
Let’s reflect this with a tone that’s both compassionate and direct, because that’s the true energy of this pile — accountability as a homecoming.
Right now you’re being asked to trust a path you can’t see clearly. To believe that you’re fully supported, even when you feel entirely alone. But this is a good time to ask yourself what lights you up. It is during moments like this we get a clean slate to build a container for what is next.
This transit is an invitation to come home to yourself. To use your imagination to create the life of your dreams. The joy, happiness, abundance that you watch others have can be yours, too. The only difference is they believe they deserve it, and you don’t…yet.
Huge life changes that are fated are coming in for you, ready or not. And if you try to receive them from a space of envy instead of gratitude they won’t land. Stay curious and collaborate with others. Let them be a guide for clarity in what would bring you fulfillment.
If you see something in someone compliment them sincerely. Then sit with why it triggered you. Because while confidence is sexy, it can also be intimidating to those who haven’t learned to truly embody it. It’s when you learn to do this things move in quickly.
The number 2 is a reminder that divine union is within first. You may also notice the numbers 5 or 32 as signs to process feelings and let structures collapse that are no longer serving you. This is a powerful time in your life, and you’re being asked to step on the wheel of fate and trust in fortune.
Stable foundations can be yours. It’s time to stop keeping your love in shadows. If you keep burning everything away that comes onto the foundation what good is it? A strong foundation without walls.
Victory is found when you stop thinking it’s what someone else is experiencing, and recognize the tools within you to create your own.
Aries is a very competative sign. So with Saturn moving here it may be time for you to realize that competition is a lower vibration than collaboration. Nothing and no one is “out of your league”.
You are not cursed. You are not too late. You are not being punished. You are simply being invited back to yourself. And the doorway? It might look like envy, but underneath that is longing. And underneath that? Is truth.
You see others shine and wonder if it’s possible for you, too.
And Saturn in Aries says:
Stop wondering. Start remembering.
You’re not meant to feel shame for wanting more. You’re meant to let desire pull you home. When you see someone living the life you long for, let it be a breadcrumb. Not proof you’re behind. But a reflection of what’s possible because you’re in resonance.
You’ve been hoarding your light, protecting it like a secret, waiting for someone to give you permission. But all that hoarding is weighing you down. You already have what you need. The skills. The clarity. The vision. The heart. Now is the time to let it land. Not from performance.
From presence.
This is big. You’re at a pivot point. You can’t unsee what you now know about yourself. You won’t unfeel the desire you’ve named. And Saturn in Aries won’t let you play small just to be palatable.
The Invitation:
- Celebrate those who trigger you.
- Compliment the confident ones.
- Collaborate instead of compete.
- Let their wins reflect your own readiness — not your inadequacy.
The number 2 says: union begins within.
5 = transformation
32 = spiritual architecture being rebuilt from the rubble
Stop burning down what tries to love you. Your foundation is ready. It’s time to build walls of receptivity, not resistance. Victory is not watching someone else succeed.
It’s finally recognizing:
There was never a league I wasn’t in.
I just forgot I was the one who made the rules.
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