Feel it to heal it: May 27~June 1st

Adjust Your Sails
9 min readMay 26, 2024
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The overall energy this week is not happy or joyful. It’s an endurance test. It’s a brace yourself and pace yourself. By the end of the week it does seem as if we have the breakthrough we need, but getting there is no cake walk. I remind you of the quote that astrology is like an umbrella…

I can’t stop the rain, but I can give you time to be prepared. And maybe you can’t prepare. Some of this is just going to be unexpected. And no matter how much you want to react in that moment I encourage you to pause and regulate before you respond.

Let’s talk about it…

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We’ll talk family, nurturing, caretaking, and so much more! This is leading into the third episode where we will break down the sign of Cancer in depth. The sign of emotional intelligence. The sign that laughs when you say the facts don’t care about your feelings. Because they already know the feelings don’t give two shits about your facts.

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Monday, May 27th:

Monday is ruled by the Moon and she is in Capricorn, her detriment. However, she is making a lovely trine to Uranus in Taurus, as well as a beautiful sextile to Neptune in Pisces. She will then move to Aquarius and trine Jupiter just before she conjoins Pluto.

Emotionally we are focused on the Capricorn area of our chart. On things like legacy, prestige, and foundational principles. We could be rather stoic, which is not a bad thing. I think we get some sort of epiphany that feels good on Monday. We’re exploring creative solutions to our problems.

We are privy to something, perhaps, that makes us question our beliefs, and gives us access to power we hadn’t yet realized.

Card for Monday:

Make time today to rest and recoup. The four of air fell out and is a sign that you may need to meditate and breathe. Perhaps your epiphanies will come during moments of rest and reflection.

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Tuesday, May 28th

The Moon is still in Aquarius and she will trine Venus and then the Sun in Gemini. This is about connecting, having fun, socializing, sharing information, and just feeling good and light. I know I said that this week doesn’t feel happy and joyful, but today may be the exception.

Take it because tomorrow is a bit rough. Tuesdays are ruled by Mars, and he is in Aries, where he will conjoin Chiron tomorrow. So take today to take action that feels good intuitively. Whatever happens today could show up tomorrow in a different light.

Card for Tuesday:

You may be learning a new skill or working hard at one. There seems to be a sense of nostalgia in the air. The eight of earth and the six of water came out together for this one. A good omen here is to work to release the past.

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Wednesday, May 29th

The Moon is still in Aquarius where she will square Mercury in Taurus, sextile Mars in Aries, and square Uranus in Taurus. She will then immerse herself into Pisces and square Jupiter. Also, Mars and Chiron come together in the sign of Aries. Vulnerability is key today.

Wednesdays are ruled by Mercury and today logic takes a hit. There is likely communication that comes through regarding your resources, safety, security, and it affects your entire tribe. But I do believe there is assistance in you being vulnerable and accountable.

You may have to have difficult conversations. It’s so important to stop yourself from acting on the impulse to prove something to someone. There could be different values and beliefs challenging you. But it’s not your job to convince others of your truth. You just live it.

This is about healing deep wounds related to your identity. You will never do that through talk therapy or shadow work journals alone. Almost every route you can take leads to you trying to figure it out, so you don’t feel it. And the truth is you’re going to feel it regardless what you do.

So when you feel it you intentionally sit with it as long as you can. You slowly increase the amount of time you’re able to sit in dysregulation and not act. You learn to balance your nervous system, which leads you to the ability to shift your perspective and choose your thoughts and mindset.

This is cutting out wounds that have kept us from taking up space and living out loud. Cutting out wounds related to our identity and worthiness to exist. Jesus, Allah, Buddha, none of them are coming to save us. Addressing the issues from an authentic, vulnerable space saves you.

You don’t want to face what comes up today, most likely, but you have to. It almost feels like a diversion, but it’s not. And the only way out is through.

Card for Wednesday:

Today is good for dreaming and introspection. It’s about imagining what could go right instead of dreading what could go wrong. You could easily miss out on an opportunity of healing and connection if you’re refusing to acknowledge your part in something. The four of cups came out.

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Thursday, May 30th

The Moon is still immersed in Pisces and she squares Venus in Gemini. Mercury in Taurus conjoins Uranus in Taurus. There could be hurtful things happening in your relationships. You could be emotional over resources and not feel secure and stable.

However, it does appear that there is a breakthrough that comes in today. Some sort of communication or contract that changes the game. Just know when enough is enough. Know when to stop and listen to the nudges. Everything is at the forefront right now, and you have to be innovative.

Thursdays are ruled by Jupiter, who is in his detriment in Gemini. The facts must care about the feelings. The feelings won’t go anywhere until they are seen, felt, and acknowledged. Intentionally keep your faith today.

Card for Thursday:

There is some healing today that you can feel deeply. It’s as if you’re setting the last stone in a foundation. You’re communicating sharp and effectively. With the Star, nine of earth, and queen of air here it just speaks to you taking your healing into your own hands.

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Friday, May 31st

The Moon in Pisces conjoins Saturn in Pisces before she dances with Neptune, and then moves into Aries. We are tired. Things feel heavy. Even though we are being creative and inspired, we are almost too exhausted to take action on it. And with Mars moving to Taurus soon that remains.

I think today could see us finally resigning to the new responsibilities that have fallen into our laps. We are still not seeing things super clearly. We start the day feeling pretty sober and mature. We ease into this sort of creative brain mapping of the future, and this desire to get up and fight.

Fridays are ruled by Venus and she isn’t in the best shape. She’s so close to combustion, and next week goes Cazimi. So while we want things to be easy and light-hearted they are not. We’re having to seek it with intention.

For example, last night John and I had a small truck date. Where we discussed how much we love each other. The day before he had sent me two songs while I was at work, and told me they made him cry thinking of how much he loves me.

He is worried that due to the severity of what we are facing with his health he won’t get to love me much longer. And in spite of us both fearing that as the outcome we choose to focus on the time we do have. To be grateful we had time together at all. Neither of us thought we’d end up in a healthy relationship in this lifetime, and we’ve had three amazing years.

Card for Friday:

Something shifts and changes on a big level. You’re starting to see signs of destiny appear in your life. Something becomes obvious today with the wheel of fortune deciding to show up and be seen. Maybe that’s the message. You have to show up and be seen for shit to change.

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Saturday, June 1st

The Moon still in Aries sextiles Jupiter in Gemini. She then sextiles Venus in Gemini and conjoins the North Node in Aries. Today we are feeling charged up and ready to go.

We are emotionally in survival mode, and we need to guide that with some higher faith and logical truths. You may try something new today and enjoy it so much you can’t get enough. I don’t believe we’re feeling 100% better, but I think today we are well on our way to acceptance and surrender.

Saturdays are ruled by Saturn, and he is in Pisces. Whatever you do remain grounded in your faith and the fact that we often create our own reality. I can’t change John’s health situation, but I get to choose if I allow the fear or the faith to guide us through it.

My decision therefore leads to the outcome of constant stress and anxiety, or inner peace and gratitude. I have to regulate my nervous system and choose my mindset in order to flow through all we have coming at us.

Card for Saturday:

You’re recognizing your ability to attract what you desire. Some sort of message comes through regarding your dedication and willingness to work hard. There is a shift in the external, earthly realm with both the King and messenger of earth coming through.

An important male energy could play a big role today.

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Sunday, June 2nd

The Moon is still in Aries where she now conjoins Chiron and Mars. Venus is combust and on fire. Mercury in Taurus sextiles Neptune in Pisces. And Jupiter in Gemini trines Pluto in Aquarius.

We are feeling better today. The wounds don’t cut as deeply. We are ready to be creative and innovative. We still aren’t having the easy fun life we want, but we are expanding our access to the power it takes to get there.

Today you could hear something that challenges your beliefs to the point of you changing them entirely. Look to where Aries and Gemini are in your chart. It’s likely beliefs from the Gemini area that are influenced by the stuff happening in the Aries house.

An example is if you have Gemini in the 11th house something you believe about your network, the groups your in, your long-term hopes and wishes, may shift. This could be due to something related to the Aries 9th house. A sudden shift in thought or epiphany. A philosophical conversation. Something you learn somehow throughout the day.

If you have Gemini in the 3rd house something you encounter in the day-to-day of your life could influence how you’re showing up with Aries in the first. If Gemini is the 12th something shifts subconsciously for you due to your public image, career, and reputation with the Aries 10th.

Today is ruled by the Sun, who is currently in Gemini, burning up Venus. What beliefs related to relationships and money do you need to transmute or leave behind? Because the world is changing.

And you have to heal the wounds and shift the beliefs that are preventing you from changing with it. You have to choose to put yourself out there. To go after the life you want. And you don’t have to hustle. You have to believe.

Card for Sunday:

Today is the new beginning with the Ace of earth falling to the table. Concrete results are showing themselves now. There are many forms of abundance and you can choose to recognize them at any time.

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Adjust Your Sails

You must grow strong enough to love the world, yet empty enough to sit down at the same table with its worst horrors. ― Andrew Boyd